HD in Color — Tanita Allen

There are moments when looking at my mother feels like looking into a future I am trying very hard not to fear. My mother lives in a nursing home now. She is unable to walk, wears adult undergarments, and depends on others for many of her daily needs. I am…

There is a particular kind of vulnerability that comes with telling someone you have Huntington’s disease (HD). It can happen in friendship, dating, or any new relationship where you are trying to decide how much of yourself to reveal and when. For me, disclosure has never felt…

I’ve never been completely comfortable with the pressure that comes with the theme of “starting over.” We’re often encouraged to treat a new month or year, a birthday, or even a simple Monday as an opportunity to become a better version of ourselves. We make resolutions, buy planners, create routines,…

When people talk about joy, they often make it sound polished. It might be presented as big smiles, perfect vacations, exciting announcements, or lives that seem untouched by hardship. It’s often packaged as something bright, effortless, and easy to recognize. But that’s not the kind of joy I know. My…

For a long time, my body didn’t feel like a safe place to live. Huntington’s disease changed the way I moved, rested, thought, and experienced the world. My earliest symptoms began with involuntary movements in my toes. Over time, they spread to my fingers, arms, legs, upper…

Attending the 2026 Huntington’s Disease Society of America (HDSA) Convention in late June in Phoenix, Arizona, gave me the opportunity to meet professionals working to improve care for people affected by Huntington’s disease (HD). One of those professionals was Elizabeth Ferluga, MD, director of movement disorders at the telehealth…

My journey with invisible muscle movements known as chorea began in 2010, before I knew that Huntington’s disease was part of my story. It started with subtle, writhing movements in my toes. At first, the movements seemed small and easy to dismiss. I didn’t understand why they were happening,…

Sleep is supposed to restore the body and mind, but living with Huntington’s disease (HD) can make getting a peaceful night of rest more complicated. HD doesn’t stop affecting me simply because I get into bed. Involuntary movements, restlessness, anxiety, racing thoughts, medication effects, and changes within the…

Planning for the future while living with Huntington’s disease (HD) requires me to hold two truths at the same time. I understand that HD is progressive, and that my needs may change. I also believe that my future can still contain purpose, joy, growth, relationships, and meaningful work. Hope…

Fatigue is one of those symptoms of Huntington’s disease (HD) that people may not see or fully understand. When someone looks at me, they may assume that because I am walking, talking, writing, traveling, or speaking publicly, I must feel fine. What they do not see is the amount…

When I first heard about the devastating earthquakes that happened in Venezuela on June 24, my heart immediately went out to the families trying to survive the aftermath. I thought about the fear, the confusion, the loss, and the uncertainty that come after such an unimaginable disaster. I also…