HD in Color — Tanita Allen

Some days, my brain feels like it’s buffering. Not in a dramatic, emergency kind of way. It’s more like I’m standing in my kitchen with a cup in my hand, trying to remember why I walked in there in the first place. I can see what needs to happen next,…

Dating with Huntington’s disease (HD) has taught me how quickly people confuse honesty with a warning label. I used to believe that telling the truth early on in the process was the kindest thing I could do. I still believe in honesty, but I’ve learned that it doesn’t protect…

February has a quiet way of exposing what the holidays can hide. In December, people check in. They send the “thinking of you” texts. They ask how you’re holding up. Even the people who don’t know what to say still make an effort to say something, because the season almost…

Anger is one of the most misunderstood and quickly judged symptoms of Huntington’s disease. When people hear the word “anger,” they often picture a personality flaw. They might assume it’s an attitude problem, a character issue, or a choice. Rarely do they consider neurodegeneration or other shifts…

January is loud. It shows up with fireworks, fresh calendars, and the not-so-subtle message that you should reinvent yourself by Monday. There’s a whole culture built around before-and-after photos and big declarations, as if being human is a project you can complete with enough discipline. Living with Huntington’s disease…

There’s a moment many Huntington’s disease (HD) caregivers can describe with uncomfortable clarity: the day you realize you’re not just helping anymore — you’re holding everything together. At first, it looks like small adjustments. You drive to appointments. You repeat yourself a little more often. You quietly take over…

People often associate Huntington’s disease (HD) with movement symptoms like chorea, fidgeting, and unsteadiness. But the truth is that many of the most life-altering symptoms of HD don’t occur in the muscles at all. They happen quietly inside the mind. And because these changes aren’t always visible, they’re…

The holidays have a way of magnifying everything: joy, grief, gratitude, exhaustion, hope, and the quiet ache of what we wish life still looked like. For most people, this time of year is about traditions, gatherings, and the excitement of closing one year and welcoming another. But for those of…

Preparing for future care is one of the most intimate, emotional undertakings of the Huntington’s disease (HD) journey. It requires looking ahead to a time we may not feel ready to imagine, while still holding on to the life we’re living now. But no one prepares for this alone.

When most people picture Huntington’s disease (HD), they imagine the outward signs — the chorea, the unsteady walk, the tremors. And while those symptoms are real, they’re only a small part of the HD experience. The truth is, many aspects of this disease can’t be seen by others, yet…

Today, on Thanksgiving, I find myself reflecting on what has truly sustained me this year, not just physically, but also emotionally and spiritually. The answer always circles back to one thing: the Huntington’s disease (HD) community. This beautiful, resilient, imperfectly perfect family has given me a sense of belonging…