HD in Color - a Column by Tanita Allen

Navigating the invisible days when I don’t look ‘sick enough’

There’s a unique kind of pain that doesn’t come from having Huntington’s disease, but rather having to convince people the disease exists. Living with Huntington’s as a Black woman has meant constantly being disbelieved, questioned, and scrutinized. It has meant being invisible in plain sight. My journey with Huntington’s…

Dating with a chronic and terminal illness taught me to value my worth

Dating is already hard enough in this world of ghosting, swiping, and shallow connections. Add a terminal illness like Huntington’s disease into the mix and it becomes a minefield of awkward conversations, emotions, and misunderstandings. In the decade that I’ve been living with Huntington’s disease, I’ve been ghosted,…

The power of telling the truth about your body

There is a quiet rebellion in telling the truth about your body, especially when the world would prefer you stay silent, polished, and palatable. When I was diagnosed with Huntington’s disease, I didn’t know how to talk about what was happening inside me. I had learned, like many of…

What I want people to stop saying about Huntington’s disease

When people find out I have Huntington’s disease, there’s often a long pause, followed by a look I’ve come to recognize all too well: pity. Their eyebrows crease. Their voices drop an octave. They fumble for comforting words that often make me feel anything but comforted: “I’m so sorry.”…

My neuropsychiatrist shares her perspective on Huntington’s

Kasia Rothenberg, MD, PhD, is my neuropsychiatrist and one of the most compassionate, skilled providers I’ve had on my care team since being diagnosed with Huntington’s disease (HD). I am proud to share her wisdom with the broader Huntington’s community in this special interview. Rothenberg is the co-director…